Murphy's law - What can go wrong will go wrong and at the most inopportune time.

Unfourtunally Murphy is my nemissis... He sits in my closet with his book of
missdeeds, booboos, problems, hijinxs and more... and when he suceeds he sits
and laughs at my missfortune.

I've been holding back things so no one has to listen to me whine, vent, cry oh woah
is me, but now I need to vent...

I don't know what I'm going to do. Lots started a bit back 90% of my issues and problems over my sister
in law being a thorn in my side, my brother isn't allowed to talk to me now days cause she
controls him like a dog. So now I miss the only close family I have and he lives right next
door and he's gotten more distant, distracted and yeah I miss him and there's not a thing I can
do about it, yet he wants help... He complains about issues he's having and I try to give advice
that he only lets go in one ear and out the other, I've told him how it is straight up, I don't
lie to him and told him point blank if you don't want people walking all over you then damn well
do something about it!

On top of that I've had in the last 3 or so weeks shit go down hill... NO more driving lessons
and yet I want my licence... All mainly cause my brother hasn't made the effort to get his studded
tires on his damn car changed... and I PAID for it!!!! I've missed 6 weeks of lessons... another
broken promise...

My washer broke and I tried to fix it only to see it's still fucked, my dryer is on the fritz and
when you touch it ya get a damn good jolt and zapped, wound'nt be good if your hands are wet :S
so now I scramble to get laundry done with three kids here (yes I said three, I have a new foster
child in my care as of last month.)
I have a busted tooth I can't afford to get fixed, and I can't pay for it cause I'm not working
right now making enough money to sustain something such as a dental visit... what I do make making
web sites for others is menial at best. :S on top of that... my son now has whooping cough (pertussius)
which is extreamily contagious, he's on meds that are 2X's stronger that what Satihsa had back here 4
years ago. I was warned to keep an eye on his cause his levels on this virus is high and the meds even
thou they can help can also give him a heart attack!!! Worried to death now that the cure can kill...

So also on this note I have a busted window, one of them doubled paned vapour locked windows with the tilt
in options for cleaning, landlord (who is also my brother) didn't replace the tilt tabs (they were broken
by the former tenants who lived here before) the windows tended to tip out on their own, and if my landlord
had of replaced the damn tabs when he was suppose to then when my son had gone to the window the other day
trying to open it from the outside it would never have fallen in and smashed. Now it's another 200 out of
my pocket!!!

next in line is my daughter Satisha, most know she's had cancer here back 5 years ago, called agressive
osteoblastoma. well she went FINALLY back to her specilist to get rechecked due to pain issues... well turns
out that there may be something there so she has to go back AGAIN for the 3rd time for another check up,
my foster daughter also has an appoitment in halifax so both have to go... and I have no means to get them there
:S

and last but I know certainally not least due to murphy plotting his next plan of attack is the fact that I owe
over 500 bucks in bills and no real means to get them paid because of how little work I've gotten and by the time
everything else is taken cared of I've got a mezily 80 bucks left at the end of the month and thats for food!!!!

so yea all in all I'm stressed to the 9's I'm constantly looking for work to try and fix my money woes
(so YES I AM trying to do something about it...) as for my brother issues, I took a step back and left it up to
him to decide if his family is important enough to pay any attention to, it'll suck if he'd rather choose
being controled by someone who thinks so little of him and burns a bridge to someone who repsects him more... :S
as for my kids I have NO clue what I'm going to do there... there's no such thing as a free ride so getting them
to the IWK in halifax is going to be damn nearly impossible... :S

so can I scream now?


EDIT: June 11th 2009.
OK NOW 2 MORE issues... Kids got nailed with LICE...AGAIN and I have a damn blood clot in my left leg which is now swollen to double it's size!!!

AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!